Tired of being lonely....

I set out to make friends. 
  My friends are not ordinary friends. I have found that I have more friends that like me that are children. 
 So, I have little children that call upon to see me about everyday. 
 I have decided that because I can not make friends with adults here, I will greet all the little children and be kind to them and love them for they are the future of this country that I live. 
 I have become unbearably lonely lately, and to pass time I have been hand sewing, mending clothes, organizing my room, reading and children will come and visit me at my door step to practice their English about 10 minutes a day. I have been noticing more scowls on most of the peoples faces. Why? I do not understand. I do not like how people yell at the kids here either. They are so crabby and impatient with them. These kids are just so curious about what Americans think, what they like, what they wear and what they think of Turkey. It is not much to just give them a little conversation every once in a while. I do not understand why people have to yell at them to tell them to go away! I really get bothered by it. I think it is so rude to the kids. I much like how they ask me little things. 
   I have these cute little friends in the meantime. they are really fun. I think my Wedding Guests will be filled with a lot of Children and their parents... TONS of my students. I have to see though. I am still thinking about what to do with my job... so many things to think about, and I just want to sit in the sun