Please forgive me for neglecting you.
I did not mean to. I have been so full of sadness, it did not mean I forgot you, I just have been wrapped up in my cocoon.
I heard about France, and am shattered that once again, the beautiful country of France has been again, hurt by attackers who are cowards, and ruthless. I wish I could wrap my arms around all the people of the world who are suffering and make all the horrible terrorists and murderers get on a rocket ship and shoot them out to the sun. Sadly, I can not. What I can do is tell you that there are people that love you, France. There are people that are with you, my dear French readers, and you are not forgotten even if the world seems cold and filled with darkness. We love you, beautiful France.
Love and Hugs to all Citizens of Everywhere who are in pain.
Tuesday, July 19, 2016
Big News For Turkey: Dear Turkish Readers, Please Read!!
My Dear Readers, and Especially my Turkish Readers; ğ
As you all know about the failed coup attempt this past weekend, I must say, we all know where this beautiful country of Turkey will be headed.
Let's not think of that right now. Just a couple of hours ago, Recip Tayyip Erdoğan madae a speech and said he is announcing something big on Wednesday.
If you want to know what it is, please read further.
I have friends in the U.S. Military who are stationed in Incirlik. They are no more. The Turkish President had just Three hours and 40 minutes ago told the U.S. Government and all her Allies to leave Turkey immediately for face prison. One German is detained in prison presently, and there are two more who are suspected to be detained, yet I can not confirm that. What I DO know is that the Nuclear Weapons are currently being removed in an undisclosed location and All the Troops who were helping Turkey (namely the US, but there were Germans, Dutch, Norwegian and other Military Soldiers)to defead ISIL, and Syrian Government, as well as all the other Political unrest in the region.
Do not be fooled by Erdoğan. he is cunning, charismatic, and can be highly emotional. He is not to be trusted.
What other news he will be announcing on Wednesday, we will have to see, but pay attention, my Readers, American Soliders have been forced to evacute TODAY and they have left as we speak, to Kuwait.
I will bring more information as I have it.
Please be safe. I love my Turkish country. I am so sad to see all the suffering there. I hope my former students (Exactly the ages of the soldiers) are safe, and did not die in the hands of this great weekend of terror and sorrow.
Peace Be Upon you
As you all know about the failed coup attempt this past weekend, I must say, we all know where this beautiful country of Turkey will be headed.
Let's not think of that right now. Just a couple of hours ago, Recip Tayyip Erdoğan madae a speech and said he is announcing something big on Wednesday.
If you want to know what it is, please read further.
I have friends in the U.S. Military who are stationed in Incirlik. They are no more. The Turkish President had just Three hours and 40 minutes ago told the U.S. Government and all her Allies to leave Turkey immediately for face prison. One German is detained in prison presently, and there are two more who are suspected to be detained, yet I can not confirm that. What I DO know is that the Nuclear Weapons are currently being removed in an undisclosed location and All the Troops who were helping Turkey (namely the US, but there were Germans, Dutch, Norwegian and other Military Soldiers)to defead ISIL, and Syrian Government, as well as all the other Political unrest in the region.
Do not be fooled by Erdoğan. he is cunning, charismatic, and can be highly emotional. He is not to be trusted.
What other news he will be announcing on Wednesday, we will have to see, but pay attention, my Readers, American Soliders have been forced to evacute TODAY and they have left as we speak, to Kuwait.
I will bring more information as I have it.
Please be safe. I love my Turkish country. I am so sad to see all the suffering there. I hope my former students (Exactly the ages of the soldiers) are safe, and did not die in the hands of this great weekend of terror and sorrow.
Peace Be Upon you
Sunday, July 17, 2016
Beloved Istanbul
I have been weeping. Tears streaming down my face for 27 hours. Once I feel I can't cry anymore, I drink water, just so my eyes will produce more tears.
My beloved Istanbul, my beloved Turkish readers. My heart has never left you. My heart is broken in so many pieces, I can not wrap my head around how much I miss you, want my in laws to be ok and want my Beloved husband here.
I knew about the coup as it was happening. My beloved was not sleeping as F-16's were flying over his head, and bombing. Roads blocked so he wasn't able to get home to a Western (for proction of his family) In Western Trakya. Friends I have not heard from. I don't know if they are dead or alive. I pray they are alive. I don't know. My beloved Husband is OK but, beheadings on the Bosphorus Bridge, Soliders jumping off the Bridge to avoid being beheaded. And younger than some of my own kids. I stand behind the people. I condemn the beheadings of the soldiers. I condemn the autrocities the Turkish Prime Minister has done the to the people over the last few years. I condemn those who have terrorized the people of Turkey. There is no excuse to what the Dictator has done to the people and there is no stopping him either. I was hoping the Military would over throw the vicious cycle of the PM in Turkey. For all the crimes he has committed to the peoples of the Turkey.
My beloved Istanbul. Never lose your fear. Never use fear and keep your mind and body in control, and you will defeat this master manipulator.
There are many people with you. Never give up hope.
Beloved Istanbul, you have Mustafa Kemaml Ataturk in you... Remember him and his words:
"Tehre are two Mustafa Kemals. One the flesh-and- blood who now stands before you and who will pass away. The other is you, All of you here who will go to the corners of our land to spread the ideals which must be defended with your lives if necessary. I stand for the nation's dreams, and my life's work is to make them come true."
Please keep in mind Ataturk's words when he said:
"Those who use religion for their own benefit are detestable. We are against such a situation and will not allow it. Those who use religion in such a manner have fooled our people; it is against just such people that we have fought and will continue to fight."
How wise beloved Ataturk, Baba Turk was when he wrote everything he wrote. Turkey will rise. Turks bleed the Turk blood of your fathers and your land you have fought to preserve.
Barış to my Turkısh readers
Mustafa Kemal is the true leader of this beloved land I love.
My beloved Istanbul, my beloved Turkish readers. My heart has never left you. My heart is broken in so many pieces, I can not wrap my head around how much I miss you, want my in laws to be ok and want my Beloved husband here.
I knew about the coup as it was happening. My beloved was not sleeping as F-16's were flying over his head, and bombing. Roads blocked so he wasn't able to get home to a Western (for proction of his family) In Western Trakya. Friends I have not heard from. I don't know if they are dead or alive. I pray they are alive. I don't know. My beloved Husband is OK but, beheadings on the Bosphorus Bridge, Soliders jumping off the Bridge to avoid being beheaded. And younger than some of my own kids. I stand behind the people. I condemn the beheadings of the soldiers. I condemn the autrocities the Turkish Prime Minister has done the to the people over the last few years. I condemn those who have terrorized the people of Turkey. There is no excuse to what the Dictator has done to the people and there is no stopping him either. I was hoping the Military would over throw the vicious cycle of the PM in Turkey. For all the crimes he has committed to the peoples of the Turkey.
My beloved Istanbul. Never lose your fear. Never use fear and keep your mind and body in control, and you will defeat this master manipulator.
There are many people with you. Never give up hope.
Beloved Istanbul, you have Mustafa Kemaml Ataturk in you... Remember him and his words:
"Tehre are two Mustafa Kemals. One the flesh-and- blood who now stands before you and who will pass away. The other is you, All of you here who will go to the corners of our land to spread the ideals which must be defended with your lives if necessary. I stand for the nation's dreams, and my life's work is to make them come true."
Please keep in mind Ataturk's words when he said:
"Those who use religion for their own benefit are detestable. We are against such a situation and will not allow it. Those who use religion in such a manner have fooled our people; it is against just such people that we have fought and will continue to fight."
How wise beloved Ataturk, Baba Turk was when he wrote everything he wrote. Turkey will rise. Turks bleed the Turk blood of your fathers and your land you have fought to preserve.
Barış to my Turkısh readers
Mustafa Kemal is the true leader of this beloved land I love.
On Pain
Sometimes there are no words for how my heart feels. I know it is a combination of sorrow, heartache, and manifestts itself into pain.
I read a quote from C.S.Lewis that says, "Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more harder to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say 'My tooth aches' than to say, 'My heart is broken'."
The human experience is strange, awful, terrible, sorrowful, painful, beautiful, loving, joyful, and full of tears. Time and time again, I think can my body produce more tears? And just when my eyes have been drained of the tears and drenched my pillow, I don't think I can prooduce one more tear, they run down my face again.
It is my human experience. It is my joy or my pain I have endure in order to the be the person I am created to be. It hurts so much, and sometimes I can't feel my heart. My heart is split. sometimes I think I can't even think of how to put my heart back in place. Some days, I don't even think about how to make my heart whole again. But this is me, all of me. My scars, my good, my bad, my being. I am just being. That is all I can do is "Be". That is me for now. I can't wrap my head around all the world's sorrows. There is too much suffering and I can't help my dear ones in the world. I want to. I want to hug every person suffering and going through their own human experiences that are painful, that only the heart feels and can't even speak. Please know, I am with you. I am holding on to every breath you breath and I can only say may you have peace. Peace be upon you. I am sorry I can not remove your pain. I can't remove your shattered heart. I want to. I want to mend it and give it back to you. But, I can say, I know pain too. That kind of pain that makes your heart ache so much you think it is going to stop, and it feels so painful you can only stop in your tracks and you can't think you can go on. Please carry forward. Hold onto something dear to keep you moving forward. Even if there is no hope and you're not sure where the path is. It will come soon. the path will clear away, and you will see it. Carry on.
There are no answers to pain. There are no answers to sorrows. I am sorry. I wish there were answers to the question "Why?" I used to asked often when I was younger. Then, I stopped asking why because I realized, there are no answers to why. Sometimes Why answers are because humans hurt other humans. The other answer to why is that humans are the only species created that have reason and think with reason and they have no morals. Those answers I don't even want to say and think.
I hope you find peace. I hope you find love. with all the pain there is the opposite. Joy and love. with great Pain comes great Joy.
May you, my readers have great joy and peace.
Shanti.
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