Can your heart be in many places a the same time?

 I have been so excited to go home and see my family and everyone! So thrilled that Snuggle is so supportive. But, I am so sad at the same time he can not go with me. 
  My heart sometimes feels in many different places at the same time, but not htat it is a bad thing, just, many times I want for Snuggle to see where I have been born, where I have lived, my world. 
 I have fallen in love with the family I live with here in Turkey, but I want for Snuggle to see that the reason why I am this way or that way is of my family and where I am from too. 
  I have such emotions and anticipations about this Summer seeing everyone. There is no doubt going to be fun with my family. But, then, I am going to think of my heart, the man that is my strength, the man that cares for me and loves me and comforts me and the man that I love listening to his voice when I am lonely. As you can see, I am deeply in love with him. 
  How can anyone not love him? I told him, "Please don't find anyone when I am in Utah, but don't be looking either!" 
   I am grateful he understands that I need to see my family. I need to get my clothes (I seriously am packing hardly nothing so that mom or someone will take me to my storage!) I really am thankful for Snuggle. All this time he has been paying my storage. I need to find a moving company or figure out what we are going to do. Are we going to be in Utah in the next couple years? Are we going to stay in Turkey? 
  Our life is weird and unknown and we do not have the answers as to where we will be and what will work for us, but one thing is clear... I have a man that loves me and I love him. 
We have worked so hard this year in improving our relationship, we have grown closer together and have grown to respect love and adore each other. 
  Now, If I can just get on the plane with out Snuggle, I will be fine!