I haven't said much about this topic lately, but, I think I will now.
I haven't been shy in telling people that I have a birth father. He was not a part of my life, I mean, he was to a small degree, and I always wanted a relationship with him.
Growing up was hard without my dad. I mean, I did have father figures in my life, but I always wanted a dad. My own dad married my mom when I was 10, and they had 3 more children together. My dad was kind to me, and he has become more and more cynical the older he has been getting. It's been hard. I never knew why my daddy (my birth father) wasn't around me. It was really painful.
About three year ago when I went off Facebook (or was that two years ago) I started writing texts to my brother my birth father's son, so my brother. Just back and forth, hey, how's it going... That kind of stuff. Thanksgiving of 2017 my daddy called me! I knew immediately it was him! I was so happy! we talked for an hour and we started from that time on, to talking, texting, etc. I have been loving it. I have never spent a holiday with him. It's been a year and a month that we have been talking on a regular basis. about three weeks ago I was invited to go to my daddy's house to spend the Holiday season with him, his wife, my brother and sister! I will be going to his home tomorrow, and I will be returning in a week! I am really super excited about it. I have decided to let go the asking why I have not been able to see him for years, and I have not asked him why my childhood was spent without him. Will those answers really settle with me? I don't think that they will. But, there here and now, and not living in the past, being able to connect with him and learn about his life and family and culture, will help me find out who I am. Not knowing him is like not knowing who I am. I am really blessed that I am able to have this opportunity. My daddy and I can have a relationship now. We can do catch up and I can learn more about my Czech side of my family. I am really excited. REALLY excited. I feel that winter time is a time of rebirth, renewal, and I feel that this is the perfect time for renewing my relationship with my daddy. It is a beautiful thing. I know that it takes a lot of growth to forgive and let go, and move on and move forward. I hope that anyone reading this has an opportunity to renew relationships and show love and kindness to the people around them. It is a good thing. We want light, love, and good things in our lives.
Love and Hugs to all those reading this! I will write more when I am in my (wont say where) daddy's house, enjoying the amazing time with my paternal family!
Wednesday, December 26, 2018
AND: I Am Reviewing The PS4 TODAY!
Hello, readers!
I wanted to talk about my new toy. I am really excited to have purchased my new PlayStation 4. It is making me excited to get the PlayStation Pro, when my husband comes so we can play together.
Let me say, I am not a professional at all, and the point to saying this is I am not getting paid to say this, so, I am just saying my opinion about this product.
Well, as usual, it was very easy to set up. I am currently playing The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim. I love the graphics for this consul. I love PS4. I wish that I would have waited for the price of the Pro to go down, but, to my defense, I just couldn't wait to get the PS4. (hehehe) I love the PS4, and, upon playing around with it, I found how beautifully it captures the graphics of games. I really wish that there is a gaming consul that would be able to allow PS4 and PS3 games in one consul. Other than that, I am really impressed and I love my PS4. I have had it for a few months, now, and I am able to watch all my movies as well as streaming my tv series I like to watch. The quality is crystal clear I am really happy with it, and I think I got a great deal. I want to do more things with it, and I think that I am not using it to the full potential it has, and so I will be playing around with it, as far as filming and editing. I do need a new laptop, because my El Gato will not
accept my laptop, as it says that I dont have the technology for my El Gato... So, I will have to see about that.
In conclusion, i love my PS4, i think it is worth the money you pay for, the games are great, and the graphics are gorgeous. I see why people buy the XBox, but, I do prefer the PS4 over the XBox.
Happy Gaming!!
I wanted to talk about my new toy. I am really excited to have purchased my new PlayStation 4. It is making me excited to get the PlayStation Pro, when my husband comes so we can play together.
Let me say, I am not a professional at all, and the point to saying this is I am not getting paid to say this, so, I am just saying my opinion about this product.
Well, as usual, it was very easy to set up. I am currently playing The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim. I love the graphics for this consul. I love PS4. I wish that I would have waited for the price of the Pro to go down, but, to my defense, I just couldn't wait to get the PS4. (hehehe) I love the PS4, and, upon playing around with it, I found how beautifully it captures the graphics of games. I really wish that there is a gaming consul that would be able to allow PS4 and PS3 games in one consul. Other than that, I am really impressed and I love my PS4. I have had it for a few months, now, and I am able to watch all my movies as well as streaming my tv series I like to watch. The quality is crystal clear I am really happy with it, and I think I got a great deal. I want to do more things with it, and I think that I am not using it to the full potential it has, and so I will be playing around with it, as far as filming and editing. I do need a new laptop, because my El Gato will not
accept my laptop, as it says that I dont have the technology for my El Gato... So, I will have to see about that.
In conclusion, i love my PS4, i think it is worth the money you pay for, the games are great, and the graphics are gorgeous. I see why people buy the XBox, but, I do prefer the PS4 over the XBox.
Happy Gaming!!
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