A Normal Mother's Day

Normally, my kids are running into my room bringing me breakfast in bed, going to church, singing reall cute songs to me, making me cards, and after church we go out and do something special. Usually it involves me not having to Cook. HAha. Often it would involve me and my kids spending time in a park and us playing in the sun and getting some great sun in. 

   I miss my kids. Terribly. This year, I thought I would not be emotional on Mother's Day but I think I am more emotional. I miss my kids more and more. 

 I was supposed to get a Skype call from them today, but I think my son who is currently in Brazil has been really busy with a bunch of things he is doing today. I guess that means I will not be able to talk to him. 

 I have not been able to call my kids this year. Normally for the last since I have been here I have been able to call my family in USA. Well, strangely this phone does not allow me to call. I think it is just an old phone but I have tried calling my dad, my mom, my kids, everyone on my cell phone and it does not allow me to. It is the strangest thing. 

  So, I am kind of feeling more far and lonely. Today is normally a Spend the whole day with my kids day. But it has not been that for me lately. I feel really sad about it today. 

 Anyway, I hope I get a job in USA soon sot hat that will change. I am rather melancholy today. Please forgive me.