Balance

So, I have been thinking about balancing lately. 
We have to do it. Just when things get a crazy in our lives, we think about it and do it more. Noticed that ? I totally do! 

One of the things I have always struggled with is Facebook. I hate it. I love it and hate it. 
I hate it because sometimes it is the only way to communicate with J, J, C, and B... and a few friends I have... I know... I have repeatedly told my friends and the above people that if you have 2 hours on Facebook and know how to use Facebook, you easily know how to use your email... So, I go online and visit a couple of people and message a couple of people and then I log off. 

Balance. 

Now, I have been deciding I am tired of my extra weight so I have been working out lately. I am strating off 30 min a day with Zumba and then some crunches and leg lifts and stretching. Then I will work up to longer Zumba times and work outs. When I get back to the USA I will be able to run everyday. I am excited about it and I will get in shape. 

Balance. 

Eating right has never been a problem for me. I love salads and vegetables and fruits. Mostly vegetables. 
I have stopped eating anything with sugars in it Cold Turkey. 
I have decided I will for a month not eat any sugary or anything I love (with sugar in it) for a month because It has been too long now that I have been eating what I want. It is my second day not eating sugars and I think I am dying. I want a huge peanutbutter cookie. 
I will live. 

Balance.

Now spiritual side of things. I pray and read the scriptures. I really though, have been praying to say, Yes I pray. However, I have to have a better relationship with God, and the best way to do it is to seek him more. So I have decided to put more meaning into my prayers. I also want to seek things that are positive and good. This one is hard for me because I see don't always see positive things in difficult times. 

Balance. 

The most important and final thing that I am working on is my emotional well being and my relationship with my family and fiancé, Long Rock. My kids and family and Long Rock mean everything to me. Marrying Long Rock will bring more balance to my life because we can then look forward to our new life in Las Vegas, we can move and live together and get going on a new life with each other. We will be able to be closer to my children which will give them stability they need and bring us closer.

All of this will bring balance to my life and to the universe. I am so excited to announce we will marry on the 29th of June, 2013.   
Balance helps emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually and makes one whole. When I marry Long Rock. I will be more whole.