I need help

My readers who come on here constant, must miss me! It has been quite a while since I have been writing here. Please do forgive me, my dear readers!

I have been silent because I have not had the strength to come on here and write about some very personal things I have been dealing with. 
As of today, it has been 3 years, 2 months,and 13 days since I have seen my husband. It is killing me. I miss my husband more than anyone can ever imagine and I never thought that I would not see my husband this ong, and If it really took this long, I would have thought of something different. 

Indeed, I am depressed. I have to find a co-sponsor that has been living in USA, is a US Citizen and be willing to sponsor him until he becomes a US Citizen. 

I am so depressed because I just have been looking and looking and have not been able to find one. 

Going back to Turkey is not an option for us right now. Turkey is a beloved country for me, and is dear to my heart. But, honestly it is better for my husband and his family that he come here and we establish our lives here. 
I have been married to my husband since July 4th 2013 and I left Turkey in September 2013 to come here, hoping I would only be away from him for 6 months. I found out on 8th of August that I have to find someone to cosponsor him for him to come here.  
My husband is a good man. We are loving and kind to each other and I miss him more than anyone can ever know. I don't think there is a comprehension of what I am going through. 
I am severely depressed because I miss my husband so deeply. 
We miss each other so much and I miss everything about him. Everything. I wish he were here to annoy me. I hear of all these wives who get irritated that their husbands annoy them. You wives are lucky. Your husband is near you. Mine isn't. 

I wish someone would come forward and help me bring my husband here. That is all I want. I don't want anything else. I need my husband. My husband needs me. 

I am desperate. Please someone help me.
I have never thought to go to the internet to get help to bring my husband here, but this is how I have had to come to now. Getting my husband here by asking strangers for help.