My week? Or, Rather, how I learned to have a Week From Hell

Well, this week seemed to start off... You know... OK.

 I had gone to Silivri the day before to see the Long Rock and I thought, there is no way that the week can fail after seeing him.

   But, seriously? I have been really having a hard time trying to come to terms with him living in Silivri and me living in Çorlu. Strange? It is a year and 11 months that I have been living in Turkey and I thought that I would get used to not having him here in Çorlu, but that is further from the truth. I mean, ,stead of coming to terms with it, I am feeling more and more... Just... Done already. I feel like my life, his life, we are on hold with that really annoying music and someone keeps saying "Your call is really important to us. Please stay on the line and the next available Customer Agent will be with you shortly" and I am thinking.. If I hang up then I have to go to the back of the queue of calls but, When is it my turn?

I feel like that. I also have been having some Winter Blues, and I thought that I would handle it this winter but it is worse than any winter... Wait. there was one winter that it was worse... My arthritis was horrible that winter. Anyway... I have just been really down and bored and just... I want to get on with Long Rock and me in our life.

 So, I have been feeling strange. I can not explain it. And over the last few days, it feels like everything came exploding at me at once.

  Sometimes, dear reader, bad news may not just come in threes, sometimes, there is a surplus of bad news because, three just seems like a random number.

That is what feels like happened to me this past week.

 Just everything happened at once.

I hope for a better week tomorrow... (Hear that, Luck Gods?)

You can be assured, I will blog about it