I was going to...

I was going to shut off my Facebook and not say anything to anyone. 

 But I have family on there that the way I get in touch with them is through Facebook. 

What a dilemma. So, I wrote on my wall that I will be turning it off. 

 I just am sad lately and I am negative lately and I am tired of feeling this way so I thought I would tell my friends I am turning off Facebook. There is nothing bad, just, I want to refresh myself and not be so negative. I can not sleep all winter like Bears can, or I would. For me that would help. I think I have S.A.D. (Seasonal Affective Disorder) For an explaination of S.A.D. read more here.

  I am so not myself in the winter. In Arizona in the Winter I would to get sun, lay on the Silver Roof. I would lay on a Silver blanket too. I was always tan.In The USA I had a job and would get winter blues feeling and so after work I would run to a tanning booth for 15 minutes to get sun. I never noticed that I had it because I would always make sure I had sun some how. This is my second year here in Turkey and the winters are different than in AZ and UT. 

  I love friends, but I just want to take a break from Facebook for a while and refresh myself. 

I wanted to give my friends a fair warning because I like them, I am not leaving forever, and I did not want them to think I have blocked them or think they have done something. 

 I will just go on to email Connor and Beka and tell them to come on skype, But I am not going to be on there like I used to. Not right now. I just want to be me again. happy Happy Me. 

 I think I will come back. I have to hibernate for a while.