I was sleeping and I had a strange and real feeling dream that My daughter, Shahira wanted to talk to me but she couldn't because she kept everything inside and did not want to "bother" me.
I had this feeling that somethings or some people were giving her stress and sadness and she were crying and asking me for help
It was through a great white owl though.
She appeared in my dream as an owl because she did not want everyone to know that she was really sad.
She climbed a tree and in security cameras showed her as an owl, but I saw her as Shahira sitting in a tree and everyone around her saw her as a beautiful white owl
I told her to come to me and she flew to me in the form of the great white owl. I said,"Are you OK? and as the owl started crying with big owl eyed tears.
And I whispered, "Shahira," and she said, "oh mom," and just sobbed in my arms., and she was suspended in a half world of secrets and no one knowing anything about her or how she felt or thought but, I did.
I started crying because when I hugged her as an owl, I closed my eyes and I would see her and hear her as Shahira, and the owl said, "Look at my heart, mom please, feel my heart."
I hugged this great white teary eyed owl and I looked and she was so sad and lonely and she was crying and begging me to be with her.
The owl said, "Please, mom please," and I felt everything she felt but then as the human daughter, not the owl... I said,"Are you OK?" and she said, "I am ok."
Well, her dad appeared as regular himself because he is not special like her (hehe) and he said, "Look at her hair, it is falling out."
I looked at her and saw the most beautiful being in the whole world, but I could not see any physical flaws
You dad was getting annoyed with me and said, "Look!!! Look!!!" And I said : "She is beautiful!!! I am LOOKING!!!"
And she looked at me, and one tear rolled down her face, and jumped out of a window, and I screamed and ran to the window, and we were in a palace. It had tall walls and over looked cliffs below and when she jumped there was no way I would grab her, but, she turned into the great white owl again and came back and said "No one sees me but you" and she gave me her one tear, that rolled down her cheek. It turned into a crystal.
She flew away really far away as an owl in a forest and sit alone in a big tree and sometimes she would have me visit but sometimes she would visit me.
And when she would came back from time to time as Shahira, and I would say to her, "Please stay" and she said, "But it hurts too much"
And at this point of my dream, I woke up in a panic and really just crying in a broken hearted panic. I then wrote this dream down.
Is it real?
I do not know what it means. I do know, I have children I miss and deeply care for.
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